Wednesday, November 7, 2007

liar Liar pants on Fiar!!!

hindi ko alam kung baket pero feeling ko e di ko dapat sinulat yung last entry ko before this kase ....

ang masasabi ko lang sa mga makakabasa nitong mga nakasulat dito... yun mga naliligaw e sa kasalukuyan e hindi mapagkakatiwalaan ang mga nakasaad dito sa blog na ito... dala lamang ng matinding damdamin ang mga nakalagay rine...

i tend to push everyone away... i'm not afraid of commitments... i just don't want making any, not unless its necessary... this pertains to relationships and responsibilities...

indecisive, lacks willpower, blah blah blah

wala ko sa depressive mood para gawin itong entry na 'to

My God and my family makes me happy

Thursday, November 1, 2007

the let go art

too nostalgic about remembering the past...
too excited for what's gonna happen tomorrow...

e pano na ngayon???

"you look so good it hurts sometimes..." - John Mayer

ang daming pedeng gawen pero ayoko namang gawen:
1. playstation
2. magbasa ng libro about exorcism
3. samahan si nanay manood ng tv
4. matulog
5. lumabas sa labas at magliwaliw, samantalahin ang pagkakataon na pinayagan ako ni inay na magliwaliw nang hindi siya napipilitang payagan ako
6. pumunta ng sementeryo at dalawin si Papa Roger
7. maglakad papuntang mini-stop
pero gusto ko sana may kasama ako pero di ko alam kung sino dapat ang isama ko... tapos inaantok pa 'ko

pde ko na ba i-try magka-girlfriend??? kaso parang hindi pa talaga e kahit gusto ko na magkaron...

minesweeper...

common name ba ang Alex o ako lang yun...

"ano ba ang gusto mo... mas bata sa'yo, kasing-edad mo, o mas matanda sa'yo???"

am i really trying to be true to everyone or am i just ending up trying to please everyone???... (shit!)

"well i never meant to brag... but i've gotten what i wanted now... well it was never my intention to brag... stealin' all the way from you now... but god does it feel so good cos i've gotten what i wanted now... and if you could then you know you would... but god it just feels so good", Paramore

why am i singing... is it for You... or is it for me...

killer smile

buti na lang natandaan ko... a big SELF-RESPECT nga pala