Thursday, November 20, 2008

stop this train

John Mayer songs never fail to sooth my soul...

"cos i'd die if i saw you
i'd die if i didn't see you there..."

No I'm not color blind
I know the world is black and white

I try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight

Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

Don't know how else to say it
I don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game
To find a way to say that life has just begun

Had a talk with my old man
Said "help me understand"
He said "turn sixty-eight"
"You'll renegotitate"

"Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
And don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train"

Once in a while, when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
Til you cry when you're driving away in the dark
Singing
Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

humil

false humility results into loss of self-trust...

learn to appreciate myself...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

ayos

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right

Oh it's taking so long
i could be wrong, i could be ready

Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me

And now i'm walking in the park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me

Oh i'm never really ready, yeah, oh, i'm never really ready

- In Repair, John Mayer

napagtanto ko na

gusto ko humingi ng tawad sa sarile ko... hanggang ngayon ganto pa ren ako... tulungan mo ko

no air

itong mga nakaraang araw parang ayoko nang gumising

hindi ako makahinga me bumabara sa aking baga... kapag minumulat ko ang aking mga mata

sabi nila wala namang problema... sana nakikita ko yung nakikita nila

Glory Be To the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit... yan lang ang aking tanging hiling

bigla kong naisip tama nga si utol, "pano pag nawala na, meron ka pa sanang babalikan..."

meron pa nga ba? bute anjan kayo kapamilya

"whoooo!... sarap umiyak" - Ako

yup

maybe that's what keepin' the friendship alive.... those tiny bits of humor that can't be found nowhere else

"tinabla ni Father yung commentator... hahaha"

sarap tumawa pre... tawa lang wag mong pigilan... please