humil

false humility results into loss of self-trust...

learn to appreciate myself...

ayos

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right

Oh it's taking so long
i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me

And now i'm walking in the park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me

Oh i'm never really ready, yeah, oh, i'm never really ready

- In Repair, John Mayer

napagtanto ko na

gusto ko humingi ng tawad sa sarile ko... hanggang ngayon ganto pa ren ako... tulungan mo ko

no air

itong mga nakaraang araw parang ayoko nang gumising

hindi ako makahinga me bumabara sa aking baga... kapag minumulat ko ang aking mga mata

sabi nila wala namang problema... sana nakikita ko yung nakikita nila

Glory Be To the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit... yan lang ang aking tanging hiling

bigla kong naisip tama nga si utol, "pano pag nawala na, meron ka pa sanang babalikan..."

meron pa nga ba? bute anjan kayo kapamilya

"whoooo!... sarap umiyak" - Ako

yup

maybe that's what keepin' the friendship alive.... those tiny bits of humor that can't be found nowhere else

"tinabla ni Father yung commentator... hahaha"

sarap tumawa pre... tawa lang wag mong pigilan... please

balls

life is a risk... if you wanna live it then you'd have to take it

kids

sarap talaga kasama mga bata kase hindi mo na kailangan maging ibang tao sa kanila... tatanggapin ka nila maging sino ka man... it relieves my fear of rejection kapag kasama ko sila

mabababaw ang kaligayahan... mabenta ka pag korni ka
masarap kaasaran
madaling utuen
enthusiastic
sarap kakuwentuhan kase they tell stories with brightness
ok lang na magalet ka sa kanila... mas matanda ka e
you can sing in front of them
mahilig silang maglaro
appreciative... they're not hard to please
pag sinuntok ka... di ka masasaktan
you can make funny faces in front of them

they really are precious and you can't take them for granted... naluha ako bigla

"i am not emo, i just cry a lot" - T-shirt ni Coco (-_-')