B speak!

everybody speaks one common language and that is body language...

you can tell what a person is like, what he or she wants, what he or she wants to say, just by looking at the way he or she moves...

blah?

ayoko naman maging tamad sa totoo lang... sinubukan ko lang maging tamad para malaman kung ano ang feeling na maging tamad.... pero di pala ako ganun ( yun kasipagan na sinasabe ko e pertained to studying lang )

sigruro binalak q lang maging tamad hindi dahil gusto qng maging tamad... siguro i've been to hard on myself sa mga ginagawa ko ... nginangarag q sarile ko sa mga tasks tapos pagkatapos ng isang task di ko man lang pinuri sarile ko ng " a job well done" madalas hindi pa aq satisfied or minsan wala lang... tsk tsk...kaya siguro sinubukan q kung pano maging tamad... chill-ax

i'm still on the letting go stage... mga napagtanto ko so far, mga bagay na mahalaga sa akin:
1. healthy relationships with people
2. chill-ax lang
3. be on time
4. grades are figures and could only be part of goals or achievements

condom

isang movie na galing sa HBO na ang bida e si Antonio Banderas kasama ang ilang mga teenager...
sumasayaw sila...

trusting someone is actually trusting yourself... cos you trust yourself on trusting someone

be safe...

conflict

always long for a brighter tomorrow...

what if tomorrow never comes...



Jesus said "look into the world through the eye of a needle..."

FOCUS... be still... be in the NOW

emo

a sweet truth..

"when God knows ure READY for d responsibility of commitment...
He'll reveal d ryt person under d ryt circumstances..."

wait patiently... don't waste ur tym searchin and wishin.. grow and be ready... and u'll see..

GOD will give u a Love story far better than u could ever dream of...


TRUTH#1: LOVE IS UP TO YOU
Love is messy. it wont be confined 2 our preconceived ideas. we want love 2 just happn bt love isnt convnient. its highs are higher and its lows r lowr than we r evr prprd 4.love requires more of us thn we think we can give. it pushes us past our breaking pt, and yet we dnt break. it is unpredictable, then sedate. it tears us up whle makng us bettr. it is nvr what we xpct. Love is messy bec our desire 4 love is driven by our fears. we fear being rejctd, so we bcm people-pleasers and call it love. we fear seeming inadequate, so we look 4 a partnr who is perfct and call it having high standards. we fear looking stupd, so we keep 2 ourselves when our soul yearns to open up. we fear we are unlovable, so we hide our true self fr those we love. we are afraid 2 be w/o love , bt hw many times we are more afraid to be in love...? -Fearless Loving R.BRITTEN

sensor

proximity begets intimacy...
huwag kayong lalapet mashado kase magkakakilanlan tayo ng maige... mahirap para saken yun
siguro mga 14 cm lang tapos liliko na ako... parang mobile robot lang ng e-gizmo...
anong saket ba itong nakuha ko mahirap gamuten...
alam ko naman sagot sa mga tanong ko... wala naman akong ginagawa...
"its a matter of choice: victor, villain, victim..." - mellow 94.7


this letting go thing is making me feel numb and emotionless...
still trying to find out whether it is a good thing or a bad thing...


ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko pag kinausap mo ko para kinausap mo e hangin...
walang kaluluwa sa mga mata, tulala...

sinusubukan ko nga pala maging tamad... so far nakikita ko ang mga bagay na pinahahalagahan ko nung masipag pa ako sa mga kinasisipagan ko...
1. being prompt
2. enough rest and sleep
3. exercise, tamang workouts
4. healthy relationships with people

nawawala

sarap matulog, sarap rin gumising galing sa pagkatulog
stretching...
kinig good times with Mo...
wala naman si Mo, nasa NBA All Star Weekend...
lipat sa 94.7 talkin' about making choices..."victor, villain, victim" which one?...
naiwan ni Meg kanyang kobyertos...
hatid kay Nanay sa skul para ihatid ang kutsara't tinidor...
hintay onte kase chika-chika muna sa kumare kase mejo hihingi ng pabor para maibigay kay Meg ang mga kobyertos...
steady hits lang kahit di pa sapat ang pinag-aralan sa SMAT...
kaen ng sabaw ng chiken meatballs, itlog na maalat, dalawa't kalahating bangus,kanen, saging, vitamins...
ligo na...
nood onte ng ALL STAR game, astig Dwight Howard at Lebron...
la pa ring hassle kahit di pa sapat ang pinag-aralan sa SMAT...
sarap biyahe ang aga ko pumasok... steady lang...
BOOM! ... putok gulong! FX standby lang...
relaks pa ren kahit me chansang malate na para sa test sa SMAT...
pagkadating sa skul naiihi pa, nagsimula na test pero relaks pa rn sa pag-ihi...
"ser sori ser...", "san ka ba nauwe?", "Las Piñas ser..."
test na...........
steady lang, ang utak lumilipad...
alam ko lang ang dapat kong malaman...masasagot ko lang ang dapat kong masagot...ang utak din pala e dapat sinasanay... tsktsk
pero kahit na...marameng nabago...marameng nawala...marameng nadagdag...
tapos na ang test.... ngiti na lang... GG
ihi muna, sabay "SHET!!!" onse na lang average ko...
hindi na ko lasing tulad ng date... manhid na lang...walang emosyon...


depression is a drug...
what does "doin' it for the Lord mean"?

nanood ng "Grave of the Fireflies" ... mega baduy... pero oke lang
tinatapos ang presentation para sa Sociology, sinend ko na kay Genesis

still the undying question:
"Ano ba talaga importante sa buhay mo?"

steady lang, steady lang, steady lang, steady lang, "it's a matter of choice"

no man is an island...