it's been a while

I think I want to get back in this game.  It's been a while since we've talked

life happened

twenty-six...

27...

onga 'no... bente siyete ka na... ano na?

so

what can we talk about.....

circle

you're back to square one but you're not back to square one

it's like Mario Super Brothers all over again... hoping you had that memory card to save your games

but now you've been equipped so no excuses anymore

keep on going on that same bridge until you pass by it because there is no escape

"For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it. What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit their very self?"

ilang-ilang

why so mr. awkward?

be still

stop the wait

be patient...

sad man

ako sila'y nandito na... ikaw na lang ang kulang

ano pa bang p'ede nating pag-usapan kundi ang laman ng utak na ito na nabulok na... 'pag nagtagal magsasawa na sila

minsan gusto na lang mawala

sabik sa pagpikit... sana mas humaba pa ang gabi...

pakawalan mo na ang isip mo... hinga

tamana

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still

be still and know that I am God...

kasalanan

forgive me for I have sinned.  mr. pride and ms. sloth have been my friends all these years.  they hide under the mask of my so-called depression.  (and I forgot about brother envy)

ayaw mo ng pagbabago kasi mahirap mabuhay.  gusto nila yun ba't ka naiinggit?  huwag mong harangan ang pag-ikot ng mundo na gustong mabuhay

mas gusto mong umiyak na lang sa isang tabi na parang bata kaysa bumangon at kumilos.  naghahanap ng atensyon para palamunin ang tumatabang adiksyon

hanggang kailan

pakiusap, palayain mo na ang isip mo

hindi na niya alam kung sa'n siya lulugar

kapanahunan

dapat pala sinabi ko sa elementary crush ko na "gusto kita.  magkatabi sana tayo ng upuan tuwing may klase"

looper

gusto mo lang tumakas

pero kailangan mo na sila harapin... ngayon na

tama na

tama na ang kunwari pagiging mysterious
tama na ang kunwari pagiging suplado
tama na ang mga reklamo

halina't mawala, halina't magsimula, halina't kumawala

sapakin mo na ako ngayon.  tara na.  gumising na.  bangon na

where are you going?

where are you going?

james taylor

And it don't look like
I'll ever stop my wanderin'

the space between

9:23 na pala, kanina 9:06 pa lang

some people just do.  I don't...

alive

that intense feeling when you're playing the game

that wave of desire to sing out loud in front of the crowd (live band concert)

that euphoria... drunk and high

let us jam

dark knight rises

detach... detach... detach...

just do it...

live...

stop mind reading...

let go of personal grudges...

forgive oneself...forgive others

never be perfect...

be generous...

communicate... reach out...

pray...

one step at a time...

balance expectations...

enjoy...

commit...

keep it simple...

breathe...

fall... then rise

one

lahat nang inakala mong iniisip nila... hindi totoo 'yun... akala mo lang 'yun